Trinity Faith Roberts

I am with your Mommy all memories are turning into wishes. I talk to others about all your uncles and all of your cousins, and when i come to telling them how many kids your mommy and daddy has, i don't know what to say. even though you are not here physically you are still here. i can't bring myself to tell them that they have only three kids. you are still here. i don't care if it is not accepted by others. I really miss you. you are still my baby girl and i will always love you.

Trinity, so some of my memories are turning into wishes that you were here with me. I go places and I know that if you were still here with us that I would not be going here, or doing this. It is just little things. It hurts to see so many people with their babies, being able to kiss them, hug them, and just show them so much love. I wish more than anything in the world that you were here with me right now. Life would be so much better. I see shooting stars all the time and find myself at a loose of what to wish for casue I just want to wish that you were here and I know that wish will never happen. I love you baby girl and can't wait to see you again!!! Mommy misses you and loves you very much!!!

i remember win i went to her house and we played with a tigger ball back and forth trinity loved it

Baby girl, I must agree with Aunt Brit, Your laugh I hear daily, I wish I could come home and see your beautiful smile and hear you say momma. You were a perfect baby. I hope you are in heaven looking down on us and being with Deserea, Coleman, and Alexis. They are having a tough time right now. I love you so much baby girl!!

I can hear your laugh. It still rings in my ears. When I see babies come into the gas station and laugh I can't stop thinking about you, and your smile that led right up to your blue eyes. Deserea, Coleman, and Alexis could make you laugh so hard. I loved it when they played with you... they loved you so much. :)

TOO YOUNG, TOO SOON

I little knew that morining,

that god was going to call your name.

In life i loved you dearly,

in death i do the same.

It broke my heart to lose,

you did not go alone.

For part of me went with you,

the day god called you home.

You left me peaceful memories,

your love is still my guide.

And although i cannot see you,

your always at my side.

Our family chain is broken,

and nothing seems the same.

But as god calls us one by one,

the chain will link again.

     I miss you so much Trinity

          I will never forget you

I was thinking tonight about all those Sundays we were at the bowling alley and you sat a watched us bowl..You wanted to run down the lanes so bad..You ran all over that place..You loved the room to run..I miss those days..we had so much fun..I can remember almost everytime you had your little bad of cheetos or something..Your my angel!!

So many memories fill my head everyday. I wish I could just turn around and grab your foot like I used to in the car or van. I wish there were so many things that I could have you here for see your face, your happiness. But I can't I have to close my eyes and imagine how happy you would be. Having to chase you everywhere and listen to you laugh cause you knew you would not be in trouble.  You were always so full of life. You could always make me happy no matter what. Your smile, your silly noises. Ok, back to my memorie... I have been skimming through my mind like a book to help me choose a really good one, but I just can't seem to find just one. There are so many.

You would always run to me when I got home. You would make me happy after a long annoying day at work.

I love you baby and right now I can't think clearly right now. I will post a must better memory of you very soon. I love you sweet heart, and I can't wait for the day for us to be together again!!

One of my favorite memories of Trinity Fae was with Lexi. I don't know what it was about Lexi, but Trinity just loved her so much and thought that she was so funny. When they lived in Cameron, I stayed the weekend just to get away from everyone and everything. In the back room I could hear Lexi yelling something and then I heard Trinity, but I did not know if she was laughing or crying so I rushed to the back room (dezi's room). The closer I got, I made out that Trinity was laughing. So I quietly got into the room and sat next to Trinity, but she was not paying any attention to me. Alexis was right in her face yelling, "Grasshopper... Grasshopper... Grasshopper'' and Trinity was laughing so hard. It was the funniest thing in the world. It happened again when they lived in the city, but that time Alexis was in her face yelling, "Capitiller'' she didn't have the right word but Trinity didn't care she thought it was so funny and so did I .... I loved this so much and this is one  of my greatest memories

Baby girl, there are so many great memories of you!! I remember when you started walking.... mommy was sitting on the couch and daddy was sitting in the computer chair. You took 5 steps by yourself!! I still see that day like it was yesterday. I see everyday clear as the bluest sky. You are such a great part of my life. You helped me learn and grow strong I can't wait to see you again. More memories to come baby girl!!! I love you so much Trinity Faith!! Your name says it all!!

I didn't get to spend much time with my baby girl cause of college, work, and her always living so far away and me not being able to drive, but every moment I got to spend with her I cherished. One of the best memories I have with my baby niece is the weekend that I got to spend with her right before they all moved to Maysville. I actually got to be with her a lot during that weekend. She helped cole, dezi, and lexi jump on me to wake me up ... except she crawled on my face and bounced on my tummy. I had to chase her around because she would find my phone and run away with it. I don't know why but she thought it so amusing so she would play with it quietly, but when i would come after her she would run in the opposite direction laughing or just drop it. I got to sit with her on the couch and watch TV, even when Staci and Tim were home, but it usually wasn't for long cause she wanted to go play and be with Mommy and Daddy. I got to play with her before the drive in movie started. The more I spun her around the more she smiled at me. I loved it when she smiled at me cause it didn't happen all the time. Tim said I was the best baby sitter cause the first day I had spent at his house she sat right next to his chair for like two hours it seemed like and just stared at me, not knowing whether to come to me or run away. It was so cute. The last time I got to see her Auntie Bee, Staci, and I went swim suit shopping. We were in Old Navy Staci thought she had found a swim suit so she went to go and try it on. Trinity Fae (my nickname for her since before she was born) and I decided to do a little shopping of our own. She loved the everything her size or not ... she wanted it. Staci must have started early with training her how to shop :) cause i know this was not Tim's doing.

 

To my Baby Girl:

I love you and miss you more every day. It hurts so bad to hear your name sometimes cause I know I can't see you anymore. I want you back. I stayed with you as long as I could, but now all I have are memories. Many say those are what I need, but what I really need is you. I love you baby. Aunt Brit Brit miss you and feels as though my heart is shattered. I'll see you again. I know it, but it's going to take forever cause I miss you that much.

 

 

 

 

My favorite memory of trinity that i remember the most was on new years eve and we were in my kitchen with my sisters and brother and Desi, Coleman, Lexi and Trinity and we had my radio as loud as it could go and each of us in there with her got to dance with her!!! But that is also going to be the hardest holiday, well that and easter. when we were all in the dinning room and we all passed her around and spoiled her rotten with food, wow i am already in tears but i guess that it is good to talk about her because it helps you to remember her!

 

                                 We all love you Trinity and miss you!! rest in peace!!!